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I went over to Jay's tonight to hang out. That's about the most exciting thing I've done all week. I'm serious. We talked. A lot. I told him I love him, he told me he loves me. He told me about his parents. He's afraid of becoming his dad. I know he won't be. I have faith in him. I don't know where we stand. We both just fell asleep on his bed. It was nice. I just woke up because my phone went off. Some stupid alarm thing that I don't know how it got put on. I'm about to go back to sleep and cuddle up with Jay. He got jealous tonight when Craig called. He took my phone and hung up on him.

Ok, I'm yawning and Jay's computer has lots of porn pop ups. I'm kidding! Though, one did just pop up and I'm getting a few ideas....



-Em

Stalk: Jay's
Music: Dear Mr. President - Pink

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I'm divorced. The papers are in. So, by the end of the week, it'll be over. You know, part of me wishes that we could have worked things out. I know we're young and everything, but...I don't know. I like Jay. Part of me even loves him. I know, it's insane for me to say that because, he's Jay Hogart. He gets me. He's helped me. Maybe, someday something will happen. If not, oh well I guess.

So, Cameron is back. Saw him the other night. He's living with Jay. Had a few shots with them. It was fun. Though, I don't remember much.

Last night, Craig took me bowling. He says he kicked my ass. Yeah, ok he so wishes. We agreeed to call it a tie and then we left. We went back to my place and watched some TV. And had sex. It means nothing. Just 2 friends having some fun. That's all I want right now. I just want to have fun.

Alright, time to go shower. Call me

-Em
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Where have I been? I've been wandering around. Not really, I've been laying low, staying out of trouble. Not fun, I know. But, I'm trying to be good.

Jay give me a call. We gotta talk. You have some papers to sign.

If you need me, find me.

xoxoEmma
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I told my parents what happened in Vegas. Let's just say that they're not helping with anything. Which is fine because I wasn't even going to tell them anything but they just so happened to answer my cell phone today while I was out.

Someone call me? I need to get out. Manny, we haven't talked in ages, where ya been?

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Well, I'm back. I'm home right now. Last night I stayed at Jay's. My parents are glad I came back in one peice with no peircings or tattoos. They're checking on me like every second to make sure I'm still here. I told them that I'm not going anywhere.

Tomorrow, they're taking me out for lunch. I don't know if I should tell them, about what happened. They could help or something. I don't know.

I'm really tired. So, I'm going to get some sleep. You know how to find me.

Bye.

-Em
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((I was MIA all weekend. I ended up going to my stepsister's house for the weekend and her computer crashed a while ago. I'm back now though. So RP away!))
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Oh fuck. Oh shit. We went to a club last night. We drank  a lot. I don't even know how much. There's a ring on my finger. Like, a wedding band. And on the table, a marriage certifacte....????? Holy effin' shit. What the hell happened.

Stay locked in a room when you drink. You never know what's going to happen.

Stalk: Hotel
Mood: confused lost
Music: There's Us - Alexz Johnson

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So, I'm in Nevada. How amazing is that? It took like forever to drive down here though. I'm having fun. I got a fake ID so I can get in to some places. Oh, my birthday is in 5 days. The 25th. I totally forgot about it. I'll be 17! Nothing really to brag about but now I can drink in some cities in Canada.

Peter and I broke up. It sucks. I really liked him. He said I have to get my act together or something. I'll do that when I get back to TO. Right now, I want some fun and I'm having so much fun here.

Jay is really amazing. He is seriously the best ever. Does Emma still have a crush? Crush never went away I guess. He's not as bad as people like to say. He's really not.

I'm going to go for a swim and maybe catch some rays. Doing coke and then being in rehab as caused me to lose a few pounds. Well, more like 20. I think I look good and the guys down the pool seem to think so too.

If you need me, call this number <*insert random number*>. I picked up a prepaid cell until I can get my other back or until I can convince my parents to over night it to me.

Oh, wait. Speaking of my parents. They are being, surprisingly ok with me leaving. They sent money to my bank account and told me I don't have to go back to rehab, as long as I don't get in trouble while I'm down here. There's still much to talk about when I get back though.

Ok, now I'm really going! Bye!

-Em

Stalk: Nevada
Mood: calm calm
Music: the hum of the AC

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Busting out.

Jay is my savior. He's the only one that can see that I don't belong in a rehab.

Not saying where I'm going.

Peter, I'm sorry...but I couldn't stay there.

-Emma

Stalk: car
Mood: anxious anxious
Music: radio

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I'm in rehab. It sucks. A lot.

I don't know when I'm getting out. Hopefully, soon.

This really really sucks. Visit me, please.
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((Hey, I would appreciate it if people who were spamming their communities didn't IM me on my RP names. It gets annoying. I have those names to RP not to collect spam. I don't want to be a bitch or anything, but I have 7 names linked and I get the same IM multiple times. If you wanna spam your communities, do it at my IRL journal, 3dbasketcase Spam away there.

So, please do not IM any of the following screennames with spam...

truthxxorxxlies
obscenenotscene
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filteredxxlies
tommyisjust2sexy
borrowedxxdreams
brokensmileemma

Thanks.

-Skittles ))
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I..ugh...I'm in trouble. Well not really, but I am.

I have my cell phone, call me.

I'm looking for a place to stay tonight. No parents.

Stalk: the streets of TO
Mood: confused confused

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So, no road trip. Bummer. One the bright side, the parentals are visiting some old friends WITH Jack on Monday to Friday. Woo. Anyone wanna party?
Things are still going good. I have everything under control. Everything.

I'm insanely bored. Someone should IM me!!!
 
I have to go run out real quick, I have to get...something.

-Em

Stalk: basement
Mood: cheerful cheerful
Music: Alexz J

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 So, yeah my last post said I have a boyfriend. Peter. He's great, but I haven't seen him much. Which sucks a lot.
I've been babysitting a lot. Which is a big bore. This weekend I want to have a little fun. Maybe take a road trip somewhere? Who's game? Though, I know like one person with a car so I don't know how to work around that. I'm sure clever me will figure something out. I always do.
I'm gonna go see if I can find something going on. I heard about a party, I might go check that out. Actually, I'm gonna go see if my drinking buddy is around. I have a bottle of JD with our names on it.
Later.

-Em

Stalk: basement
Mood: bored bored
Music: broken _ cassie steele

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Emma has a boyfriend <3
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So, I'm feeling better. Much better. It figures, once I feel better, the rain starts up again. Damn weather. Anyone know how to control it and is willing to share their expertice or however it's spelt.

So, I haven't seen Peter like at all lately. Open relationships kind of suck. I hate thinking of him with someone else. Oh well I guess.

I'm very bored and I wanna go run in the rain. So, I'm gonna go do that. Later.

-Em
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So, I haven't updated lately. And the only reason I am now is because I'm sick. I have the flu I think. Either that or just a really bad cold. My eyes are all puffy and I can hardly talk or breath. I just woke up to take some more happy pills to make me feel better. YAY FOR HAPPY PILLS!

How has everyone been? I hope good. I haven't really talked to anyone. People should stop by and bring me soup or something. That would be nice.

Oh god, here goes the coughing again. Save me from sickness please, I swear I'm not contagious...Well, I might be.

-Em
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I just fell in to my room. Well not just. This was like 20 minutes ago. I'm surprised no one woke up. I went over to Jay's. We drank and we had sex.... Then he got boring, well not really. I'm lying.


ugh, i drank too much. and i want more sex.

Stalk: my room
Mood: drunk drunk
Music: over _ hohan

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I had sex with Peter. I lost my virginity a few weeks ago and already I've had sex with 3 people! What the hell is wrong with me!

Life is kind of boring. Need more excitment.

Call if you need me. Nothing to do this weekend.

Bye.

-Em.
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So, I went to the park today with Peter. We went on the swings and talked. I'm going to throw him in the dirt. Just because it would be fun and because I can. It was fun. We should do it again soon. :)
I met that Sophia girl. She seems cool. Bunny Foo-Foo!!
I'm going to make some food, I'm kind of hungry.
You know how to find if you need me.

-Em

Stalk: home
Mood: calm calm
Music: tell that mick he just made my list of things to do _ FOB

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Hung out with Sean the other night. I helped him with his laundry, well more like just watched him and made sure he didn't put any red socks in with his whites. But, it would have been funny if he did. We kept betting each other random things. I said he was too chicken to show me that he had a dick. So, for ten bucks he whipped it out. And he does indeed have one. Then, he bet me that I couldn't kiss him. I did. And then again. Again. And again. Next thing I know, I'm up against the dryer having sex with my ex. We were safe. And he was sweet. But, it got really akward afterwards. Le sigh.

School School School...Oh how I hate how much you take up my life. Shopping. Now. Anyone?

-Em
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So, I've been busy with school and such. Sucks badly. Went to the movies with Spinner. It was fun. He rocks. <33 Haven't seen much of anyone lately. At all. I'm actually about to meet Sean at the park. Should be fun. If you need me, you know how to find me :)

-Em
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((I'm back on the computer. Comcast just came and hooked it all up. Yay! I'll be on a lot more now. brokensmileemma for this RP. Hit it up!!))
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I've been feeling kind of crappy. This whole mess with Sean, it sucks. I told him, next Easter we're doing something HUGE. We're gonna go all out. He's missing this easter, so it'll be making up for it. I was starting to like him again. Not that now I can't still like them. It's just confusing now. But, I have Spin and I'm happy for that. I told my parents about Sean yesterday. They were shocked but said as soon as he can have visitors, I can borrow the car and go see him. I'm going to bring him stupid things, because it'll be funny. At least to me. He'll just have to deal with it. :)



Spin, gimme call!
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So, the past few days have been...interesting, to say the least. I lost my virginity last night, to Spinner. Never thought that I would be involved with Spin like this. But, I'm glad I am. I like him. I'm with Spin now. :) I haven't seen much of anyone lately. Which sucks a whole lot.

This thing, going on with Sean, I hate it. I wish he was more careful, but can't change the past. I still love him. It's more of friendly love, but it's love all the same. If you need anything, you know how to reach me.

Someone should throw a party, it's getting quiet around here.

<333 Em
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Ok, so prom is tonight. I'm going with Spinner. He asked me a few weeks ago. I skipped a few classes today and he took me to the zoo. It was fun. I like him. He's fun and makes me laugh.

I have to go do my hair! Look at my dress

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Manny! Snake and Spike are going out for the night and taking Jack with them! How awesome is that?
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Quick update between classes.

I decided weekdays suck, weekends rock. I also decide I need to go shopping for new clothes and I need to hang out with certain people more Spin, Sean...even Jay. Maybe Jess, but Manny likes him...damn.

I've hooked up with Spinner twice in like a week. I hooked up with Jay that I hung out with him. At least Spinner returns the favor ;)

Ok, evil glares from my teacher, gotta go.

Manny, Darcy, mall today?

-Em
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I went to a party with Jess and then to another one with Sean. Both were fun. But, I couldn't exactly flirt with Jess considering Manny likes him and I'm going to respect that. Chicks over dicks. Ended up crashing with Sean. No, not in that way. I got the bed, he got the cot. Miss hanging out with him, we really need to do it more often. Somethings up, I'm going to find out and I know he knows I will find out

I'm so tired. I'm probably going to bed early. If you need me, you know how to find me.

Manny's worried 'cause I hung out with Jay. It was really just hanging out once. That's it.

-Em
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So, I went out with Spinner tonight. We went out to eat and went to go see a movie. After that, we went to his place and hung out. It was fun, gotta do it again, Spin.

Going to get my license soon! Awesome. Can not wait.

Well, besides randomly hanging out with people, life is normal.

-Em
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Hey! I'm the new co*mod, 'cause Alicia rocks.
So, yeah, I'm Skittles. And I play Emma.
...Mike Lobel is sexy.

That is all.
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So, lately I've been hanging out with Manny. I went to a party with Sean earlier. I hung out with Jay last night. Yeah, I kinda got drunk. Fill me in on what happened? Manny and me "borrowed" my parents car the other day. That was fun. I drove! And didn't hit anything! Yay!

So, yeah, besides all that, life is boring. I'm no longer a hermit. I'm coming out of my shell :)

If you want to do anything, brokensmileemma, use it.

-Em
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I have been so bored. What happened to my life? Can someone find it for me? Kthxbye!
So, yeah, if you want to do anything, IM me, brokensmileemma. That would be cool if you did that.

gotta go.


-Em
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Well, I got a journal. Surprise, surprise. Well, for those of you who don't know, I'm Emma Nelson. I go to Degrassi Community School. I'm 16. My best friend is Manny. My mother had me when she was young. She married my MI teacher, who she has been friends with forever. They had baby a little over 2 years ago, Jack is his name. When he was born, I got sent to live in the basement. The day before my brother was born, I found my biological father, Shane. I was led to believe he was a doctor. Come to find out, he's mentally retard because he fell/jumped off of a bridge while on acid one night. That was a shocker, believe me. I've dated two guys from Degrassi, Sean and Chris. I never dated Jay. It was just a hook up, that should have never happened.

Things seem to be going ok. And I'm happy for that. Manny has been staying with us. She's the best.

I'm getting AIM. So, once I have my name I'll post it. Bye.

-Em
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